Meal Planning

I don't consider myself a chef but I sure do love cooking. I enjoy trying new recipes for me and Jon, and really enjoy making meals for friends and family. Being a mama I don't exactly have all the time in the world to prepare a meal but even before Ford was born, I was NOT about to spend hours on a recipe. I am all for finding ways to bring a new and yummy meal to the table in under an hour (while simultaneously watching Scandal and singing silly songs to my baby in a highchair). When Jon and I first got married I would go to the store once a week and just buy stuff. Chicken, pork chops, random veggies and fruits that were on sale. I never really went in with a plan. Nightly dinners would be a meat (grilled chicken, flank steak, ground turkey), a starch (cous cous, potatoes, rice) and a veggie, most likely frozen. When we moved into our house about 2 years ago, I was ready to change up our meals. 
I am a huge proponent of meal planning because I am borderline OCD when it comes to organization and it saves me time and money! With a traveling husband, it also helps us from wasting food. Meal planning can be daunting for some people so I wanted to share my routine.

• I go to the store once a week, never a specific day but usually when we are running low on milk and fruit
• Over the weekend Jon and I will go through our weekly schedules. He usually travels 1 night a week, sometimes 2, but sometimes none. I don't plan to make dinner on the nights he is gone and if he returns in the evening, he always picks up takeout for us which is a nice treat.
• We go to community group every Thursday night and have family dinner twice a month. If it is a family dinner night, I prepare my side dish/dessert/etc but if it isn't, we usually eat leftovers.
• Now that we have a baby, we like to go out for lunch rather than dinner since we try to keep a good routine for him. We usually go out to eat 1-2 times a week, mostly on the weekends but some nights when it is spontaneous. 
• So if Jon is traveling 1 night, bringing home dinner 1 night, and it is a family dinner week, that leaves 4 nights I need to plan for. I won't cook every night because we love eating leftovers and that frees up time we can spend together in the evening. If I have 4 nights to plan for, I will plan 2 meals.
• I tend to stock up on meat when it goes on sale so I will check my freezer to see what meats we have on hand (chicken breast, ground turkey, Italian sausages, turkey sausage, fish). Then I head over to my Pinterest boards or blog recipe page and browse recipes that A. use the meats we have or B. Look good. I don't always have meat on hand but try to use the weekly ads from the grocery store to get the best deal. I also try to plan a side if I think of something that would go well with the main dish but often times I will just grab a couple of florets of broccoli, a pound of fresh green beans, or carrots to steam alongside dinner. 
• I love trying new recipes and try not to make the same thing twice too close together. Since it's been cold lately, we've been loving having soups in the crockpot which are so easy and great for warming up leftovers! 
• So once I decide on what I'm making, I go through the ingredients and cross reference what I have in my pantry. Do I have breadcrumbs? Italian seasoning? Sour cream? I also take inventory on our staples- milk, bread, eggs, cheese, cereal, yogurt, lunch meat, etc. I use the Cozi iPhone app to write down my grocery list, it has separate lists for grocery and wholesale (Costco). I organize my list by how I walk through the grocery story. I enter in the produce, walk through the meat and dairy, then hit the dry goods, followed by household/makeup/baby, and end with frozen. That way I am efficient with my time and am not running around the store with a baby.
• And it's as easy as that! If I plan on making XYZ on evening and it requires shredded chicken, I will try to prep and cook the chicken beforehand if I have a free moment during Ford's nap, etc. Last minute dinner prep happens when Jon is off of work and hangs with little man or I set him up in the highchair with a teether.

One of our recent favorites, baked chicken Parmesan

Meal planning shouldn't be daunting! It requires just a few minutes of prep and is worth the time, money, and food savings. If you have any questions about recipes, meal planning, or food prep, feel free to email me!

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Linking up with these ladies (Nicole {Three 31} Lisa {The Coastal Chicster}, and Becky {The Java Mama} Jen {The Arizona Russums}) for a new weekly series called Finish This. 

1. I use my "green thumb" to...kill plants. Ha. I go through phases of getting pumped up to grow things and keep plants in my backyard and I inevitably forget about them. Right after Ford was born I got a ton of cute little succulents, watered them, nursed them to health, and now they are wilted and brown, ready to be tossed in the trash (I would like to blame the bipolar Texas weather though). I make up for my lack of green thumb by being green...cloth diapering, recycling, and using my reusable bags at the grocery store. Boom.

2. The secret to life is...community. A strong family and group of friends is what makes my life enjoyable, fulfilling, fun, and manageable. Life is not meant to be lived alone. Also, marry someone that makes you happy. Life is pretty darn awesome when you do. 

3. I get my money's worth by...stuffing my face silly at brunch buffets, using a spatula to get every single atom of peanut butter at the end of the jar, and being married to a sales guy who has been known to barter and purchase items at ridiculous prices. 

4. On a scale of 1 to 10, my level of organization is...Jon would say a 100. I would say a solid 9 because there is always room for improvement. Currently our house is a ripped apart, dust filled mess while we have wood installed downstairs and my little OCD heart is ready to burst. We have couches in our garage and desks in our kitchen. Just 3 more days Ruthie. Seriously I got giddy last week when Jon suggested I organize all the screws on his workbench. He knows me well. (I will admit that it stresses me out that I have to organize Ford's closet based on size instead of color coded like mine...)

5. A gentleman always...pays for their lady. 

6. Handwritten notes are...under appreciated. I always hand write thank you notes but I have to admit, an email would be so much easier. 

Randoms

I haven't done a random post in a while and I have random thoughts, pictures, and notes piling up so here we go!
Today shall go down as the Texas snow blizzard of 2014. School is cancelled, roads are closed... look at these dangerous conditions!

Where did my son get these eyelashes from? Seriously?!

My mom and sister are using NutraLuxe Lash MD and omg you would think they wear falsies! It is basically like Latisse but cheaper and I just ordered some for my stumpy little lashes.

Bought Ford some skinny jeans for next winter and can't believe how off sizing is based on store. Salmon ones are 18m from Carter's and the plaid are 18-24m from Old Navy. Weird huh?

Ford sat in a restaurant high chair for the first time last week and it was funny, he was gangster leaning. I think we have a few more weeks before he is sturdy enough to actually enjoy sitting in one. 

I went to the grocery store alone last Friday AND to the dentist. Wowzas that was relaxing...never thought I would say that

Something to think about...

Sweet babies FaceTiming

I absolutely love the TimeHop app. You sync all your social media pages and each day it shows you pictures, statuses, tweets from that day in history. No this wasn't 4 years ago but I posted it on Facebook 4 years ago...me, my mom, and Cori looking pretty sweet!

We are taking a family trip to the beach in a week (YAY!) and Ford had to have some stylish sunnies. He was hilarious in them. 

Other random stuff...

• Jon got me crocs for Christmas. They are canvas boat shoe loafers and I love them. 
• We are getting wood floors downstairs so our house is in shambles and we are camping out at my parents. I am so excited for the final results!
• We got a new bottle, the Medela Calma, and are going to test it out on Mr. Bottle strike this weekend. 

What random stuff do you have going on?

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Linking up with these ladies (Nicole {Three 31} Lisa {The Coastal Chicster}, and Becky {The Java Mama} Jen {The Arizona Russums}) for a new weekly series called Finish This. 
1. A typical day in my life...is fun, chaotic, exhausting, and full of surprises. I spray poopy diapers, soak through shirts with breastmilk, eat handfuls of peanut butter pretzels for lunch and wouldn't change it for the world!

2. You'll never see me...say no to dessert. I love sweets. I workout so I can eat them. Enough said. (feel free to send me chocolate peanut butter anything)
3. It's really unattractive when a guy/girl...smokes. Yuck! I cannot stand it. 
4. If I could buy one thing right now, it would be...a maid. I used to think "oh yeah when I stay home I will have all this time to clean"....crickets. I am great at keeping the house organized and neat but like I mentioned last week, I loathe the deep cleaning. One thing I have totally given up on is washing the walls. Ernie is absolutely obsessed with playing fetch with a tennis ball and his slimy balls bounce off our walls and leave marks that you can see in just the right sunlight. It grosses me out but it happens every.single.day so there is no use in me trying to maintain clean walls!
5. I have high expectations for...my son. I grew up where good grades, obedient behavior, and politeness was expected. My parents didn't pay us for getting A's, they expected it. I have high expectations for Ford's future being a sweet, polite little gentleman and high expectations for him to excel in school. My expectations of him sleeping through the night at 12 weeks didn't exactly happen... hehe. Ford Hart...future valedictorian 

Roasted vegetable mac & cheese

I saw someone post this recipe as the perfect meal to freeze for after baby and I was sold! We are huge fans of homemade mac and cheese and I love the thought of making it a little healthier with adding fresh veggies. Paired with grilled turkey sausages, this meal was awesome (and I even made double so I could freeze for after baby!). 
Ingredients 1 cup chopped up fresh broccoli florets 1.5 cups chopped bell pepper (I used red, orange, and yellow) 1 cup diced baby carrots *you can add additional veggies you have on hand (squash, zucchini, etc) 2 cups whole wheat macaroni pasta 1/4 cup olive oil 3 tbsp white flour 1.5 cups milk 2 cups shredded cheddar cheese 1/2 tsp cayenne pepper *optional, leave out if you don't want an extra kick Salt and pepper to taste Panko breadcrumbs (I used Italian flavored)
1. Preheat the oven to 400. Place your veggies on a foil lined baking sheet, spray with olive oil, and bake for 20 minutes until tender 2. Meanwhile, cook pasta according to package. 3. In a large pot, saute the garlic in the oil. 4. Whisk in flour and gradually whisk in milk until thickened 5. Remove from heat and stir in cheese slowly until melted and a sauce is formed. 6. Add cayenne pepper, salt and pepper 7. Stir macaroni and vegetables into cheese sauce. 8. Pour macaroni into 9x13 inch casserole dish and top with Panko breadcrumbs 9. Broil on high for 5 minutes until breadcrumbs are crispy

Ford's First Food

We finally caved and gave Ford his first food last week, Friday January 17th! Our doctor recommended waiting until 6 months but said if we get to 5-5.5 months and we think he is ready, we could go ahead. Ford has always eyed our food like a hawk but last week he started reaching for it and opening his mouth as if to say, "feed me!". Jon traveled last week and I told him the second he comes home, we are starting food. After doing research (Wholesome Baby Food), we decided to start initially with organic oatmeal mixed with breastmilk. Ford was pretty hilarious, I will let the video and pictures do the talking. 
Ford's great grandparents (his namesake) gave us a monogrammed silver spoon for our little prince and I knew I wanted to use it for his first bite. They also gave me one when I was born so it is pretty darn special. 

I'm ready mom!

Thank you to Dr. Brown's for sending me all sorts of goodies to start the baby food journey with Ford! We love the flat tipped spoons for feeding since babies tend to be quite messy. 

This isn't mommy's milk!

Dr Brown's feeding bowls & long spatula flat tipped spoon

Supposedly it can take up to 20 tries for a baby to enjoy a certain food so we are not giving up! 90% of the battle is getting him to understand how to swallow it and since he doesn't take a bottle or paci, he doesn't have that sucking reflex. I read that cinnamon is super food so I added a dash to his oatmeal on Saturday and he kept a lot of it in! I also decided that a hard, plastic bib (baby bjorn bib) is much better for feeding our messy boy! 

We gave Ford some mashed up avocado mixed with breastmilk last night which he wasn't a huge fan of but they say it can take up to 20 tries for a baby to like a certain food. I also let him gnaw on a few cucumbers he loved it! Good for his fine motor skills and good for his teething. Right now we're just working on him getting used to something in his mouth. I've picked up the ingredients to make some yummy first foods for him this week (butternut squash, green beans, sweet potato). Check out the swag Dr. Brown's sent me! Can't wait to share what foods we are making, why we chose these foods, and how we made them!

Traveling husband with a baby

Travel is a requirement for my husband's job and as much as I would love him home every single night with our family, it's his job and it is what it is. He usually travels 1 night a week, occasionally 2 but this week he was gone all week for sales kickoff at his company's headquarters. This was the longest he's been away from Ford and I could tell before the trip and during that he really missed our little guy. Thank God for Facetime, right?! Anyway, I wanted to share my thoughts and some tips on manning the household and caring for your babes while your husband is traveling.
Jon stopped traveling when I was 36 weeks pregnant because we all assumed I would pop at any moment.. yeah that never happened! He took a month off from travel after Ford was born thanks to the help of coworkers stepping in and customers taking web meetings rather than face to face. Those first few weeks are so emotionally and physically draining that I think I would have gone crazy if he'd left me alone. When the time came for Jon to get back on the road, I assumed all hell would break loose when I was alone with Ford. And you know what? It didn't! We survived! I remember so vividly feeling like I'd conquered the world spending my first night alone with my brand new baby I was still getting to know. I can do this! (side note, I exclusively breastfeed Ford so after the first few weeks of adjusting, Jon no longer got up in the middle of the night since I was the sole food provider. So nights alone aren't that bad). 
I tend to keep my same routine when Jon is gone for 2 days. I may have a home day to get stuff done, standing play dates, bible study, etc. but this past week when he was gone, I knew I needed to plan ahead to preserve my sanity. Ford is such a fun baby. He's a lot easier than he used to be, napping regularly, and incredibly easy to make laugh and keep happy. But child rearing for 100+ hours straight on your own is a little tiring. Not a little, a lot. Pretty much every night this week I put Ford down at 7:30p, played with Ernie and straightened up the house and was in bed fast asleep by 9p. A husband is an extra set of hands that sure does come in handy!
Last week, knowing Jon would be gone, I sat down with my calendar and started to make a game plan. When I'm alone for a few days I try to get at least 1-2 things on our schedule to keep me energized and encouraged. This week Ford and I visited our 2 day old friend Mae in the hospital, had a play date with a 7 week old and 4 month old, played with Aunt Tomi, lunch with buddy Max, hosted new friends for breakfast, took walks with neighbors, braved the mall, and went to Target (twice). I made sure that we could stick to Ford's nap schedule but get out and about, catch up with friends, and keep our sanity ha! My sister came over Tuesday night and just that extra set of hands to help with bath or entertain Ford while I take a shower makes all the difference!
Because my husband has to travel and most likely always will, I really don't mind it and am used to it. I can see women whose husbands don't travel having a hard time being alone but like I said above, it is our situation and we make it work! On nights when Jon is home we strive to be intentional with each other and spend time together once Ford goes down so being alone gives me time for me. Again... not that I don't love spending time with my husband because I am crazy and never get sick of him, but those nights I am alone and the baby is down, I can indulge in TV, dive into a good book, or proudly be conked out by 9pm. I have no one to worry about but me.
So... no that I've rambled, here are some tips I have for surviving at home when your hubby is gone.

• Plan activities- look at your schedule, decide how much you have time/energy for, and start calling friends. Even if it is just a quick park date with a neighbor, you will have adult conversation and if your kids are older, they can run off energy
• Plan food ahead of time- make a big meal or 2 ahead of time that way you aren't scrounging for ideas while trying to bath babies, read to toddlers, and feed the dog all by yourself. 
• Treat yourself- find a new show on Netflix (Scandal!!!), pour a glass of wine, or read celebrity gossip magazines. You deserve it. Laundry, vacuuming, and dishes can wait. 
• Tell someone- make sure to tell a few neighbors or close friends that you are gonna be a single mom for the week. It's nice to be invited over or checked on throughout the week and know someone is thinking of you. 
• Remember it is temporary- I don't know how you single parents do it but I want to give you a giant hug. You rock. When we have hard days I remind myself that everything is a phase and tomorrow will be totally different. And when we have hard days while Jon is gone, I feel peace when I remember he is coming back. I love the days Jon comes home, even if he was just gone for a night because all he wants to do is play with Ford and I can exhale for a moment. 

It's really not that bad. I feel blessed to be able to stay home with Ford and a traveling husband is a part of that package. I wouldn't have it any other way. 
Do any of you ladies have traveling husbands? Any tips or tricks to share?

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Linking up with these ladies (Nicole {Three 31} Lisa {The Coastal Chicster}, and Becky {The Java Mama} Jen {The Arizona Russums}) for a new weekly series called Finish This. 
1. If I could make anything grow on trees, it would be...time. Money doesn't constitute happiness and I can't say I need more decadent chocolate growing in my front yard but time is so precious and fleeting. Sometimes the days are long but the years are short, especially with a baby. More time for family, more time for friends, more time to be outside, volunteer, see movies, nap. 
2. I can't stop smiling...when I see my little boy happy. Laughs, giggles, how can you not smile...

3. I get back to nature by...turning off my phone and walking outside. Sure we live in suburbia where not a minute goes by before I see 10 minivans and slews of kiddos riding bikes down the street but we live in a neighborhood with hills and pretty views of the hill country reminding me of the peace and beauty of nature. When Ford was a newborn he had a dreaded witching hour between 5-7p and going outside would instantly calm him down. My boy is going to be an outdoorsman and I can't wait. 
"Adopt the pace of nature, her secret is patience." -Emerson

4. I dread washing...my house? Does that count? I really don't mind doing the laundry or even washing poop out of cloth diapers but when it comes to deep cleaning the house....yeah don't look too closely at my baseboards. I actually enjoy vacuuming and sparkling my kitchen but dusting, baseboards, blinds. Ugh. Speaking of washing, my car needs a good scrub.
Can you finish these sentences?

Ford 5 months

Ford turned 5 months old on Saturday January 11th. What an awesome, exhausting, and crazy month it has been for our family. We are really enjoying the stage Ford is in right now and don't think we could love him an ounce more! He completes our little family and brings us so much joy. Can't believe that he will be 1 year old this year!!!! They aren't lying when they say time flies. Ford is very active and squirmy these days so taking his monthly photos has become a 2 man job. Our happy boy!

Weight: 18lb 3oz (which was how much I was at 1 year!)
Height: 25.5 inches
Doctor appointments: no well check this month but we spent a few days in and out of the pediatrician's office getting all sorts of tests, chest x rays, and breathing treatments. Ford was flu, RSV, and Pertussis negative and when his symptoms kept getting worse, he had chest X rays for pneumonia (negative). We did breathing treatments (with Albueterol) every 4 hours for about 2 weeks and haven't done one in about 5 days. Jon and I both have a history of asthma so unfortunately it will probably be in Ford's future. 

Nicknames: Mister, milkie, silly boy, cutest, my family calls him Fordy, Doodle boy, and boxy (because of his boxed shaped body hehe)
Eating: still just mama's milk! Ford nurses about 5 times a day and once at night. He's started to get very distracted while nursing so I try to nurse him in a dark, quiet room if possible. We had been battling a bottle strike for a couple of weeks and have just put the bottle on hold. It was exhausting and just plain sad...Ford is already a boob man. We bought a few sippy cups that we may try breastmilk in but for now, he's as happy as a clam not taking a bottle. Our doctor recommended waiting until 6 months for solids and he's started watching us feed ourselves so we think he'll be ready. I've been doing my research (Wholesome Baby Food) and plan on starting with butternut squash, avocado and oatmeal. Next month should be fun! Since he's been teething like a mad man, I've started giving him frozen banana in the mesh feeder and he absolutely loves it!
Sleeping (night): aye yi yi. This has been a tough month but we are on the ups! Bronchitis, 4 month sleep regression, leaps, and teething... it is always something messing with Ford's sleep. There were a couple nights he was up every 3 hours coughing and the only way to get him back down was nursing so I was reliving the exhausting newborn days. We are slowly getting back to normal. He is doing great in his crib at night, going to bed between 7:30pm-8pm and waking up once to eat and sleeping until about 7:45am. We are trying to stick to a bedtime routine knowing that he will thrive on it... we do a bath, baby massage, nurse with mama, books in bed with dad. 
Sleeping (naps): getting so much better! I am trying to plan my days around his naps now and be home for at least 1 nap. He naps 1 hour in the morning (usually between 9:30-10am), 1.5 hours in the early afternoon, and a short cat nap, 30 min-1 hour in the evening. He is a great car sleeper but I don't want to rely on that. 
Clothing: packed away all of his 3-6 month clothes and lots of 6 month clothes. Ford is in 6-9 month and 9 month jammies and 9 month onesies/shortalls/onepieces. Because of Ford's big belly and cloth diaper booty, one piece outfits work best for him. Jeans are just a little odd fitting. I love Carter's and Baby Gap one pieces right now. Since it's been cold I try to keep shoes on him (current favorites are Chuck Taylor crib shoes) and beanies/hats but he gets hot SO easily. 
Social: Ford has always been alert and vocal but this month his personality is really blossoming!! He now loves the sound of his own voice and talks, shrieks, yells all day long. He is quite the social butterfly and smiles at the drop of a hat. He loves to watch people and has recently become a fan of Ernie. He smiles when he sees him and follows him when Ernie runs around the room. Ford is very ticklish and laughs so easily when we tickle and nibble him. He also loves when we make sounds like "pop, whoosh, pow"... he sure does think Jon and I are funny.
New this month: 

• Jumping ALL THE TIME! He had been in the exersaucer for a couple of weeks and we went to a friends who had a jumperoo. Well... that boy jumped for over an hour. We are now borrowing one from a neighbor and Ford spends more than half of his waking time jumping. I wouldn't be surprised if leans up next month! He is not only jumping in the jumper but jumps while he nurses, in his carseat, under his playmat. He is obsessed. 
• He can sit up unassisted while balancing on his hands like an orangutan. He surprised us with that on Christmas Eve and can now sit about 10 seconds without balancing on his hands. He is rolling front to back and back to front but still pretty immobile. He is getting really good at pushing up during tummy time and not hating it so much. 
• He is quickly outgrowing his baby bathtub and we are excited to start using a bath ring soon. He loves kicking in the bath and is just getting too big and can arch his back to get out of it. 
• Blowing spit bubbles...such a boy

Teething: I am checking every single day for a tooth to start budding because this little guy is full on teething. Hands in mouth, toys in mouth, gnawing, drooling. Sometimes when he cries out in the middle of the night and I go pat him, he grabs my hands to put in his mouth. Poor guy. Can't believe he could have teeth soon!
Likes: his jumperoo, chewing on Sophie (and his hands, our hands, my face), Freddie the Firefly, TV, walks outside, Ernie, grabbing things under his playmat, frozen bananas in the mesh feeder, when mommy and daddy dance
Dislikes: having poop in his pants, being hungry, bottles, nose frida, getting Tylenol
Mama: very tired this month....a sick baby, becoming really sick myself, and trying to get back on a normal sleeping schedule for Ford has really been exhausting. But I am feeling full and happy! Even if Ford got me up 3 times in the night his smiling face is so worth it. I am sticking to my New Years resolution of being active everyday and look forward to being outside with Ford more and more as he gets older (backyard swing, park). 
Daddy: finally feeling healthy too! Jon had been sick about as long as Ford and we are finally healed. The holidays didn't require work travel for Jon and he's back into the swing of things and back on the road. He is having a blast with Ford and can make him laugh almost immediately. Ford loves when Jon holds him in front of the mirror and points, "Ford and Daddy." I love watching Jon love Ford. 
Fun things we did:

• Ford and I tagged along with Jon on a business trip to Dallas and stayed with our friends Maggie and Colin. Lots of fun!
• We spent a lot of time quarantined at home this past month which was really special around the holidays.
• We went to the Austin Trail of Lights and Ford was intrigued by all the lights, so fun to watch him discover things!

• Celebrated Ford's first Christmas
• Rang in the New Year with a midnight breathing treatment and snuggles in bed.
• One of my sweet friends organized a Moms/Moms to Be group for fellowship, encouragement, etc and we've been enjoying the monthly lunches!! Thank God we had a private room at La Madeline last week because the mamas hashed out all the labor, delivery, and postpartum details. 
• Ford went to 2 of Uncle James' basketball games and turns out he does not like cheerleaders. He didn't mind the buzzer, whistles, or loud music but anytime the cheerleaders would start a cheer, he would whimper and be on the verge of tears. Maybe it was the pom poms? I am nervous to break the news to him that I was a cheerleader ha!

What we're looking forward to: 

• MOPS starts back up in 2 weeks and Ford will be going to childcare at the church, I can't wait!
• We are also taking our first big family trip out of the country! Long story short, Jon qualified for the President's Council trip at work for attaining his yearly quota in 2013 and we had plans of leaving Ford with my parents for 4 days to go to Costa Rica. Well, with the recent bottle strike we did lots of praying about whether or not to leave him and decided it wasn't best for any party. And I think I would have probably had an emotional breakdown leaving him! So we made last minute plans, got Ford a passport, and will be spending our wedding anniversary in Cabo San Lucas, where we honeymooned there 3 years ago and can't wait to bring him!
• My grandparents (Ford's namesake) are coming in town Friday and we are excited to host them again!
• Ford will attend his 4th wedding this month in Houston, he is quite the wedding guest I'll tell ya!

Comparisons: Hello floppy little 1 month old fish. Wow! 5 months sure does make a big difference.

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